A year ago today- 2/9

A year ago today I found out that I was pregnant. with one (or so I thought) of these little loves. I remember it like it was yesterday.
I woke up,nauseated. Got in the shower, threw up, called into work and began to come to terms with the idea that I had the flu and would not be able to drive to Iowa for my friends Mothers funeral. :( I told Brian "well I guess I could be pregnant bc I feel awful, go buy a pregnancy test." So then Brian comes home with an old fashioned pregnancy test...surprised they still made them that way...(would show pics but I lost my memory card..more about that later)...So I peed on the test and one line instantly showed up. I threw it in the trash...(I knew I wasn't really pregnant). So I figured I had the flu. So I slept most of the morning and in the afternoon I got my fill of Lifetime movies, while watching the "Dilley sextuplets" I had one of those little voices say ..."maybe just to be sure I should check the pregnancy test again." So I went into the batroom and the pregnancy test was laying on top... I looked at it... and did a double take and then jumped up and down... there were TWO lines!! I didn't wait long enough for the second line earlier. So I thought...well I better go get more test to make sure. So I went to Walgreens and bought two more test...instantly positive! I went to the flower shop and bought a bunch of pink and blue balloons and put them in the bathroom and lined all three pregnancy test up. I called Brian and told him he HAD to come home for his dinner break because something was wrong with the bathroom sink HA! So he came home and went into the bathroom and looked at the balloons...didn't get it at first then he saw the test and said "are you serious" and I jumped up and down and said YES! Then months of sickness followed for the both of us. It's funny because I instantly thought...it's a girl... but I never thought "twins."
I had pictures to document all of these moments I took a picture of my then flat tummy and documented each month ...well the memory card with all of those pictures has disappeared, I have prayed and cried and prayed and prayed to find it because I hadn't printed them yet and I still havent found it. I am so upset because I documented all of the pictures for the girls to see. So sad... PLEASE if you think of it pray that I find it! Please!....