a tiny update

Hello Blog world,
We have been absent for awhile.
Life has taken over and there has not been time for updates... and.... oh..... lets be real... I have not felt positive enough to write something other than
"Dear Depression and your evil partners in crime, Fear and Anxiety. Please move on, you have ruined my life for long enough."
If my honesty and self disclosure bothers you.... you may want to stop reading HERE.

It's true. I have been in the world of "crazy" for a majority of my life but you throw in the IUD hormones and a series of unfortunate events a little post traumatic stress, life stress, health problems, paycuts, relationships, secrets, lies, struggles, a lot of anxiety, depression  and a NIGHTMARE work environment... well if you have ever been through any of the above... you can imagine...

 I don't want to spend my time complaining or whining or throwing a pity party but I do want to say as I am on this journey/  this Season ..weathering this storm.... of self discovery and struggling with keeping my faith, please, please pray for me and my family and for doors to open for us. ... and my job... that I can move on.

On the positive end. The Twirly Birds have been very active, happy and healthy.  They love to dance... and I mean LOVE to dance.... like when we are at Applebees ... we get in the aisle and dance... a commercial ... we dance, in our car seats.. we dance. I'm kind of excited for this  because I love to dance... wasn't able to take lessons but I hope to enroll them and I hope they love it.
The Twirly birds are very shy... however... we did make our local newspaper... ahem ... front page... for the March of Dimes walk... (we're famous) and I must say... they did wonderful... very patient all 4 miles in 80 degree weather... I am blessed.

They are going to start a summer program one day a week, I am SO excited about this because I think it will help them be less shy and timid and build some confidence.

Well. I am exhausted .. more updates... to come with pictures... we are about to start renovating our kitchen..............