Change

After reviewing past blog post I realize how much things have changed in just 2 years.
God has really changed things, even after reading those painful blog post about the trials I endured, i can see He has been faithful.
Here I am - finally - with a job that I Love and feel secure in. My marriage is better than before. We have our house on the market and overall life is good.
My dad is moving closer and even though it breaks my heart to see the farm go, I know this is all Gods plan. While looking at old photos a and packing up My dads house I reminisced about good and bad times. Dad opened up and talked about some of the old family pictures, which I could hear a tad bit of sadness in his voice as he told the stories, I said " I sure hope this is what you want to do and that you don't regret this." he said ( a man of little words or emotion) " I need to do something different". For the first time I felt at Peace, he really wants a new and fresh start. I can't blame him, it will be 20 years in June , when my mom lost the battle her battle with cancer.  It has been 12 years since I have lived at home so I can only imagine how lonely he has been over the years.